the end

a test posted to two very ordinary life that used to stand on common ground
to one is given all the splendour like solomon
to one is taken away everything like job
that gap between the two is too great to be reconciled

two men that thought they know their own heart
will solomon forget the God of his youth?
will job curse God and move on?
to both a test of the soul

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the in between
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then i see another vision
the two men stumbled into each other in the house of God
a smile on both of the faces without a word spoken
it doesn't matter what had happened over the years
most important the both had past the test of life

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this will be my last blog entry. 218 letters. i will go back to my origin. pencil and diary, all by myself. hopefully there i will find everything as it is, the two souls safe and sound.

"There are moments in our lives when we find ourselves at a crossroads. Afraid. Confused. Without a roadmap. The choices we make in those moments can define the rest of our days. Of course, when faced with the unknown, most of us would rather turn around and go back.

But once in awhile people push on to something better-something found just beyond the pain of doing it alone and just beyond the bravery and courage it takes to let someone in. Or to give someone a second chance. Something beyond the quiet persistence of a dream.

Because it's only when you're tested that you discover who you truly are. And it's only when you're tested that you discover who you can be. The person you want to be does exist, somewhere on the other side of hard work, faith and belief, and beyond heartache and fear of what lies ahead." lucas scott from OTH

p/s: in need of inspiring reading materials? watch OTH, inspired most of my writings. for now you can read these quotes. words of life. WARNING: spoiler.