day27: list to do

my technique is always to clear as much in the list first. then work on the rest.


each day is a piece of art on its own.

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day26: snooze button

each day is a piece of art on its own.

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day25: secrets

how do we live in a world with so many secrets. hiding underneath my blanket. hiding away from this crazy world.


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day24: outlet

i. need. to. talk.


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day23: opportunity

donate and pray.


maybe the cracks had been there longer than world knows it. now is just time we were made aware and given the opportunity to do something about it. malaysians click here to donate


this entry is inspired by designInformer.com.


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day22: the great adventure

this book the last lecture is like the-adventure-book-of-randy-pausch. i smiled, i was moved, i was inspired. this man did loads of crazy things. he was so spontaneous and unpredictable. i can imagine not many girls like this type of guy. but i just found out, i can so married such a man.

"If being crazy means living life as if it matters, then I don't mind being completely insane" April Wheeler, Revolutionary Road.


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day21: a gift

a surprise gift warms your heart. it is always not about the gift but the fact that someone thought of you. sweetness. on the same note do your part in spreading the love too, maybe it is not a coincidence... starbucks love project


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day20: nothingness

the lack of being. to be able to accept that and want to do better tomorrow morning.


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day19: stop thinking

i dont smoke. what i mean is, we need to stop smoking in those thoughts. we need to stop entertaining them.


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day18: out of the box

we all need to jump out-of-the-box.


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day17: the reason

the reason behind what we do is so much more important then the doing itself.


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day16: into your Hands

i believe in palm reading too. but mine just happen to be on someone else's palm.


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day15: episodes of love

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day14: work

work is like a virus.


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day13: teaching

teaching english is probably one of the last thing i imagine myself doing. but what they are really seeking is probably love and acceptance. that i thank God doesn't require a Phd.


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day12: impossible

impossible simply means a new realm of opportunities hitherto unknown and unconquered.


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revolutionary road

why would people bother wasting so much time and money in making movie people can forget? movies that catch enough of our attention to sit there for 2 hours. and hollywood think that if they can keep you there for 3 hours without making you feel bored that is really good. but seriously, are they using the sesame streets' technique (as mentioned in tipping point) on us. do they think that we are like kids. i mean seriously even if they think we are, entertain us with that focus in mind... educate us, add value to us and enlighten our life.

stop making movies for movies sake.

not this movie, revolutionary road is a good watch. sometimes i know why award winning movies are award winning. seriously they deserve it. this trailer is enough to speak to us. dont watch this if you intend to watch the movie.

day11: life is a maze

life is a maze. not a maze of finding a way out, but finding our way back.


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day10: eye view

we all see things differently.


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day9: coming soon

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day8: faith

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response

amid this chaos, i was sitting here trying to think how to respond to:
- forwarded news and photos of the burned premises
- prayer alert emails
- sms and emails rumours asking to remove religious articles fearing attack. (let's stop spreading rumours)

i started in the morning by praying. but i do not know exactly what to pray, so i just prayed in the spirit. then i stopped feeding my flesh to think. by night, i still do not know and was about to let it go; hoping when i open my eyes tomorrow all these will be gone.

i wasnt satisfied, i took out my journal and started penning down some thoughts. why is it when they said keep-your-christianity-low-profie-for-now i feel like answering them "im not afraid to call myself Christian". is it because of ego as if im not afraid to die? seriously if someone holds a knife at my throat to deny Christ, will i still say the same thing? why do so many people in this world die of martyrdom anyway? i mean God should understand that i was just trying to survive, it will be stupid to die for such a small thing. i mean they could for all you know bluff the persecutor, "yah im not a believer" and live. then spent the rest of his life serving God and saving more ppl. besides, this is always about me and God right? no... because it is never about how much i can do for God, it is about how much i really believe in this God. and that persecutor needs to hear seriously how true is this God to you.

so it is not about going around acting stupid saying "im a Christian, SO WHAT, kill me". i can tell you, you can surely die without the persecutor not feeling an inch of guilt. it is not ego or stubbornness. it is not about dying for the nametag Christian. it is about dying for a truth that i cannot deny my faith. martyr is always about these two things: One who chooses to suffer death rather than renounce religious principles and One who makes great sacrifices or suffers much in order to further a belief, cause, or principle.

response:
1. today more than anything, is a wake up call for me to think that things like this -- churches set on fire -- will never happen in klang valley. it is a time to check my faith: am i afraid to go to church this sunday and deny all that i ever believe in? am i going to stop worshiping God? or am i going to keep doing what i have been doing for the last 12 over years?
2. should the church rise up to fight for our rights and damage? seriously no believer in the bible has ever done that. and it is not because we are weak or trying not to heat up the issue. it is because blessed are the meek, for they know better. show love.
3. it is easy at this time to stop looking at your Muslims friends so not to trigger any awkwardness. seriously that is exactly the plan of the evil one. to cause discomfort among races and religions. instead, at this very moment... i sit here and thank God that i can so freely call out one of my most passionate, best-est friend Anna Rina Rahim or call her b*tch for-all-i-want and she wont kill me for it. i can so crazily laugh with my most inspiring all rounded creative director of all time Sham Jallaludin or spell his damn long name wrongly for-all-i-know not fearing i upset him. how can i forget those crazy laughters i had with azni over lunch last week, one of the most capable nicest designer i ever know. so we just continue doing that, held on to the friendships we already have and stop thinking of the minority. soon the extremist will die down when the rest of the Muslims dont join them and the Christian are not responding to them. for what is not of God, will not last.

now my heart is at peace to sleep :)

day7: brewing

identify where you are and take heart, maybe this year is the end of the process--the brewing process. that aside, something--ideas/plans, i dunno, i cannot put in words--are brewing in my head. and that something is happening soon, i can feel it. *excited*


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day6: dreams

let us dust the jar and pick up our forgotten dreams.


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day5: hungry.

hungry for more the whole day. spiritually hungry too.


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day4: fastforward

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day3: plans

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heaven

"The secret of Heaven: That each affects the other and the other affects the next, and the world is full of stories, but the stories are all one" The Five People You Meet in Heaven by Mitch Albom

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i know this might not be true but if heaven is a place where we connect all the dots, a place where we find all our missing pieces and find the peace--the answer to our many questions--that we had been searching for. That will be really nice. A sudden great anticipation, it got me thinking of heaven.

day2: drama

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day1: purpose

concept: i would like to make a collage to sum up my day for the next 365 days. hopefully by doing so it will remind me of how precious each and everyday actually is to me.

to view this ongoing project. [click]


each day is a piece of art on its own.

ps: a project inspired by them.
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