Thursday, January 25, 2007

bye sam, i am leaving before you

after this entry i was really thinking hard that night. i need to earn quick money - for my new Macbook, wanderlust, bills and new indulgence. i woke up 6am in the morning and typed a few emails to my contact in singapore.

i was prepared to stay there and packed in as many jobs in the next few months. shirley did asked me to go back to singapore to work last year. she said the new environment will be good for me but i wasn't ready to go. i guess it is true i was holding on to some hope that things might get better if i stay. i was wrong and probably it would had been better if i had not.

anyway these are some of the reasons why i am willing to go now:
1. it makes no different if i am here or not. i talk to ppl mostly on msn. those ppl that i don't meet, they won't notice i am away anyway. at least i feel better that it is not that ppl didn't call, it is they cannot contact me.
2. i am not passionate about the things that brought me back to kl anymore.
3. i kind of miss the thrills of staying up late and working my ass off. being pushed to deliver and staying in the office till late nights. yes call me workacholic... i need to feel young again.
4. sam, my dvd series companion will be leaving for his further studies. steph, my best company is happily attach.
5. ... i want to be lost in that city for a while.

so here is my last week in kl, i am going back to my homeland. will be back probably by chinese new year. sometimes i think i am pretty cool when i make abrupt departure like that.

cool look
while most photographers want me to poss for nice pretty photos, i just want to take some wild cool photos haha. yah i think i look cool up there :)

16 comments:

damyst said...

:) I'll have a place to crash if I go to SIngapore then haha. Safe trip ok?

Jon Ng said...

You leaving???.......

Oh noo....

What is this,man??

Anonymous said...

yeah...welcome back....as for the photo....errr...wrong lei....

Alvin

deJelly said...

eh..
leavin' for 2 weeks rite??
don't go too long leh..
remember me up here la...
i don't have a girlfriend yet..
not like jon..
BUAHAHAHAHA..

Sam said...

Ah crap!

You left before me without giving me a goodbye hug and kiss.

Haha, will see you soon if you come back before I really go.

In exactly 2 weeks. Dont work your ass off too much, later it all disappears.

Have fun.


d=)

Anonymous said...

YOU'RE REALLY COMING!?!?!!? OMG!!! WAS WONDERING WHAT HOWE MEANT IN HIS SMS TO ME, AHAHAHA HOW COME ALWAYS NEVER TELL ME PERSONALLY ONE, I ALWAYS FIND OUT BY-THE-WAY!?!?!?! HAHAHAHA... OH MY GOODNESS CAN'T BELIEVE YOU'RE COMING BACK!!!!!!! WHOOPIEEEEE......... OH MY WE'RE GONNA HAVE ONE MORE KAKI FOR MOVIE/SUPPER/AND ALL THE NONSENSE WE DO NOWADAYS HAHAHAHA........ YEAH!!!!!!!!!!! TALK ABOUT THE 'SURPRISES' I WAS HOPING FOR IN 2007, HAHAHA!!!! ;PPPPPPP COMECOMECOME!!!!!!!!!!!

retiredpainter said...

I also got an SMS to announce/confirm news about "Chaiyen's arrival" this morning. ahah so cool. everyone here loves u. welcome back to sg babe ;)

chaiyen said...

to everyone, for now i am only down for two weeks plus.

robin, if you ever come back, i will find a place for you to stay in singapore. and yes... i will bring you around.

alvin, you fall under the normal photographer category.

jelly, erm who says you don't have a girlfriend? you have many girlfriends hahaha.

sam, i won't be back before you go. i can give you a hug.... can't give you a kiss, i am not rachel haha

elaine and steph, i just comfrimed my job yesterday. i thought i can tell you online. so i just sms bong only. for now don't be too excited, i am coming back for chinese new year already. i don't believe there is a sms going on in singapore.

Yanlin said...

chaiyen!!! are u in spore now???

Felix :O) said...

"can't give you a kiss, i am not rachel haha"


hmmm.

chaiyen said...

cool down felix, rachel is from OTH. what ru laughing about.

Felix :O) said...

i didn't laugh one bit. that sentence was quoted from you. :)


ah, one tree hill.

Sam said...

Gah,

Dangs, I really like Rachel.

Haha d=)

Anonymous said...

Chai Yen,

Didn't expect you going to Singapore so soon...

Welll..Well.. Although i'm attached right now, will definately be there for you whenever you need me.
Please buzz me if your part time boyfriendS are not available ;)

Anyway, since you have made up your mind... hope you enjoy your trip and looking forward to see you back again during CNY!!!

All the best in your career path!!!

Steph

Anonymous said...

Chai Yen,

Hope you enjoy your life and work there. have a nice journey....
take care!

KYT

Anonymous said...

:) just remember that even if;
- the phone calls have dwindled off to nothing
- the meet-ups have been getting more irregular
- and the hellos have turned more into goodbyes
i still think about you girls all the time :)

catch up with you after CNY. hugs

the bitch who took your pics. hehe..