time

when i used to work like a dog, i was desperate for time.
when i was serving in church like no body business, meetings after meetings i thought all i needed was a bit more time.

i thought maybe my devotional will be better if i have more time.
maybe i will be more happy and organise if i have more time.

but now that i have all the time in the world.
i have all the sleep i needed
i met all the friends i needed
i watched all the series i wanted
i don't know what else to do.

my devotional didn't get better
my life is not more organise.
i forgotten why i was fighting for time again.

meaningless, meaningless, a chasing after the wind.

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finished my work last night and sent it all to the client so that she can read it this morning.

wait for her in the office till 12 noon, still no sign of her call.

can't get her. call again. can't get her. call again.
wait for her to till 3pm, changes need to be made.

can't get her. call again. can't get her. call again.
wait for her till 5pm, she will come back to me to comfirm.
printed all the pages that i can print first.

can't get her. call again. can't get her. call again.
wait for her till 6pm, colleague said she left already.

can't get her. call again. can't get her. call again.
wait for her till 7pm, all work comfirmed.

i thought finally. press print. printer error.
didn't know i was sharing my colleague printer just now. he just left so there goes my next problem.

tried fixing my setup. doesn't work.
tried installing printer again. doesn't work.
tried searching all over the net. doesn't work.
tried reading the printer manual. doesn't work.
tried looking around the printer to see how else i can connect. doesn't work.
tried using usb. doesn't work.
tried praying. doesn't work.
tried sitting down and think what else i can do. doesn't work.

wait till 9pm, my boss is back from his meeting.
wait for the printer to print till 10.30pm, done.

meaningless, meaningless, a chasing after the wind.